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Cater Diamond ([personal profile] caycay) wrote2022-11-07 03:41 pm

I've Been Lonely


Cater Diamond x Idia Shroud PSL
hikikomortis: tiny smile ((^-^))

[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-11-26 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
His body revealed to his boyfriend's eyes no longer triggers an embarrassed reaction in Idia. Instead of trying to cover himself, he welcomes Cater pressing against his bare body. Idia's arms close around Cater's back, his legs once again bracketing the other boy's hips. There's something about being mostly undressed with his robe only on his arms and under his back, like he's being seduced by the protagonist of a BL hentai game. With the trust he holds in Cater, it's a safe fantasy.

"I know you'll take good care of me." Idia's fingers slide up and down Cater's back, as much to soothe Idia himself as it is to offer a loving caress to his boyfriend. "Going to surprise me again?"
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-11-27 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Idia twitches at the contact, his gasp more breathy and less overwrought. Yes, his chest is still sensitive, especially his nipples, but he's expecting the little flickers of pleasure now. A blissful grin finds his lips, one set of fingers winding gently into Cater's hair. Part of him wishes they could stay here forever, forget school and graduation and STYX. Caught up in the moment, even his games and technomantic projects are forgotten so easily. He loves Cater more than anything and wants to give this other "first" to his boyfriend. What will Cater feel like around him, what faces and sounds will he make?

Idia can't wait to find out.

"Teach me what you like, too. It's not fair if all the focus is on me." His free hand rests between Cater's shoulder blades, fingertips lightly kneading like a cat.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-11-27 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Idia's stomach jumps under Cater's fingertips, the ghost of a ticklish giggle held back behind tightly smiling lips. But more than the tickling, his smile comes from knowing the effect he's had on his boyfriend's outlook. There's a light in Cater's eyes that wasn't there when this all started. Even then, part of Idia recognized it as the same dimness that was the greatest factor driving him to rip out the mirrors in his room. There was little difference in that dimness from the lifelessness of a corpse. Cater's eyes look alive now, his smiles reach his eyes.

"So is this almost like a new first time for you?" The thought of that, even if Cater isn't an actual virgin, sends a wave of contentment through Idia. Someone else might've gotten Cater's virginity, but Idia gets the times that truly matter. His fingers toy with the wisps of hair at the nape of his boyfriend's neck, satisfaction coiling in his chest at that thought. He's Cater's first true love. "That makes me happy. For everything you're giving me, I want to give you something you've never had before in return, so this is good."
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-11-29 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
“Your first and hopefully your last, right?” Idia murmurs idly. It’s hope, he’s telling himself, not a curse to condemn Cater to years of a worse kind of loneliness, the kind that comes after losing pure happiness with another person. He would never want that for his beloved. He hates that his pessimistic nature even dares to pull that thought from the depths in this moment. “I know you’re my first and last, too.”

His fingers continue their idle fiddling in Cater’s hair. The lull in their start toward a second significant round of lovemaking feels poignant somehow, a breath before the drenching summer storm after a drought. Despite his lingering fears, Idia feels at peace here in Cater’s arms. He wants to feel his boyfriend around him, shuddering in ecstasy, but this is as vital as any of that passionate, reckless abandon. Even when his body is pulled taut by desire, his heart remains so very soft for Cater.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-03 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
Idia has to blink away happy tears gathering at his waterlines. Between Cater's sincere words and that look in his eyes, the Housewarden's heart is so full. He wants to hug his boyfriend but with Cater's face hovering at chest level, all he'll do is smother the other boy against his torso. So he simply kisses the top of Cater's head again and again. "I'm sorry I made you wait so long. I don't know how you could stand it. But I want to make up for everything, okay? All my key items are marked for you. I want you to have the next one in the list."

His virginity, his heart, his soul... hell, if Cater asked for his life, Idia would give it without hesitation. The longer they're together, the more he's sure he has no regrets letting Cater in, even if it could mean a broken heart after graduation. If the only key item he gets to take to the end of his story is a happy memory? He'll cherish it forever. But Cater deserves so much more than just a memory, he deserves a happy life for the rest of his days.
hikikomortis: oh my~ ((//▽//))

[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-03 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Idia sighs shakily at the touch and shifts his hips, an inviting smile on his lips. His gaze wanders over Cater's body, hungry. He sits up so he can work his robe out from beneath him, tossing it aside so it will remain clean for later. While upright he steals a chaste but lingering kiss from his boyfriend's lips. "I'm more than ready, too."

How does Cater plan to do this? Idia's imagination runs wild with ideas, all of which set his heart racing. He can't wait to see his boyfriend's handsome face wracked with pleasure. Will the sounds he makes change from when he topped Idia? The Housewarden can already feel the first renewed stirrings of desire twitch through him, heat creeping through his face and chest.
hikikomortis: afterglow ((;°∀°)')

[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-03 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Idia lets his neck arch, a low noise rumbling in the back of his throat as Cater strokes him. His hips twitch upward with every tug, first barely moving but then starting to roll as he swells in Cater's grip. His eyes go half-lidded, hungry, breathy sounds shivering from his lips. Maybe it's selfish to add to his own pleasure, but Idia finds himself skimming cool fingertips across his chest, shuddering as he bumps a nipple. He's never toyed with them before, but it seems to make his boyfriend's caresses feel all the more intense. Before he can think about it, he lightly pinches the little nub, sending a quick shock from his chest to his groin. His hips lift off the bed and his mouth drops open in a startled moan.

Cater has ruined him, how will he ever be able to focus on engineering again now that he's felt this? His free hand reaches down to close around his boyfriend's cock, stroking in time with Cater's movements despite the awkward angle. "You're... so perfect...," he whines, "Everything about you... how did I get so lucky...?"
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-03 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Honestly, Idia's not expecting the lube to come into play so soon. Cater had to finger him and stretch him out to get ready, so doesn't that need to happen for Cater's sake now? He wants to check, to see if he needs to prep his boyfriend, since he should learn how to do it eventually! But it's so hard to think with that slippery hand moving up and down his throbbing dick, pulling increasingly desperate sounds from him.

"C-- Cater... w-- wait...!" He feels hot and his head is starting to swim. The hand on his chest curls, digging his nails into his palm to let the sting ground him somewhat. His hand stills on his boyfriend's length but doesn't let go. "Wait, wh-- what about you? You're not ready for that equipment yet, are you?"
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-03 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Whatever Idia's about to say as he feels Cater straddle his dick rushes out of him instead as a choked gasp with that one hard push. His senses dissolve into heat and pressure and Cater squeezes the base of him so hard he's pretty sure he physically can't come. It's so much, just as intense as having his boyfriend buried inside him, but in a completely different way. The sight alone of his cock swallowed by that tight heat could undo him if he looks too long. He's afraid if Cater starts to move, he'll lose his mind, so he grips the other boy's hips to hold both himself and Cater steady until they can adapt.

It's almost a moot point when Idia finally dares to look up further, beyond the point of their union and Cater's gently bobbing length, past the rise and fall of his chest, to that handsome face. That expression... the blissed out mixture of pleasure bordering on pain! Cater did that to himself because he couldn't wait to ride Idia! Cater wanted him that badly... oh, Idia could cry, he loves this boy so much. But still, he has to know: "A-- are you okay...?"
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-04 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
On Idia's end, the kiss is as much a moan that he feeds to Cater, that slight movement enough to send him reeling. He's lost in his hunger, his tongue intruding into the second kiss, his hips thrusting shallowly with every hitch of their mingled breath. If this is how Cater felt when first sinking into him, how did he ever resist breaking into an instant flurry of movement? He's so deep, he can feel himself throbbing inside Cater, his nails biting into his boyfriend's hips as he struggles not to move too much. His one saving grace is a lack of core strength, otherwise he's sure he'd be pounding Cater into oblivion from where he's nestled in the bed. It's a hundred times better than being jerked off, not only the sensation but also knowing his boyfriend trusts him enough to be penetrated like this.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-04 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Cater starts moving and Idia's suddenly glad for the broken kiss right after, because he's gasping hard every time he jerks up to meet his boyfriend. It's an awkward rhythm but it still has Idia's eyes rolling back and his toes curling. Bold red floods through his hair again where it was only streaks moments ago, his throat working frantically around hard breaths and groans of pleasure. His bitten-off nails grip harder, pinpoints of sharp burning over the arches of Cater's hips.

This is unreal! For Cater to make love to him so gently and now reverse their positions in this slow but reckless ride has to be a dream. It simply feels too good to be reality, reality is supposed to hurt. But Cater rolls his body above him, squeezes him, kisses his neck and whimpers in ecstasy that Idia is giving him. It's real and Idia really never wants this night to end. He offers his neck, arching until Cater can taste the pulse drumming there under the skin, wanting something he can't name. He wants to carry the badge of Cater's affection even if no one but them can see it.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-04 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
The teeth and suction on his neck make Idia cry out, his cock throbbing with a strong pulse. He's quickly climbing toward his peak, Cater almost bouncing on him and sending his willpower spiraling away. The fingertips gripping his scalp, tugging on his hair, have him whining for more. Cater could turn his throat into a necklace of bruises and bites and Idia would thank him for it later. It's so different and so much and Idia swears his heart's about to explode. His core burns as he struggles to keep up.

He's going to come and his body needs that release but he doesn't want to, he doesn't want it to end. Stars burst behind his eyelids as they squeeze shut, his heart banging madly against his ribs. He yanks Cater down by the hips as he slams upward as hard as he can, though he feels the not-quite-painful pull of something in his back and abdomen, a broken scream of "ffffuck!" echoing off the walls. He comes so hard it rattles him like a terrier shaking a rat, his body twitching and spasming with every spurt.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2022-12-04 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
Idia has already sagged bonelessly into the mattress by the time he feels those little kisses on his face and neck. He's panting harder than he ever did during PE and every inch of his skin tingles. He almost has a headache from how forcefully he came. Cater's orgasmic cry still rings in his ears. Somehow he finds the energy to crack his eyes open, and what he sees nearly sends him into another climax.

Cater looks wrecked. Flushed face, skin gleaming, and an inexplicable something in his eyes that Idia's pretty sure translates to "well-fucked." Those little moans send waves of lazy shivers through the Housewarden. They'd definitely gone a little wild, not at all what Idia had expected. But as different as it was from their earlier tryst, the pleasure proved just as intense. Cater had promised not to do anything by halves, and by the Seven he'd kept his word. Whatever remained of Idia's virginity had been undeniably smashed and booted into the afterlife.

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