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Cater Diamond ([personal profile] caycay) wrote2022-11-07 03:41 pm

I've Been Lonely


Cater Diamond x Idia Shroud PSL
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-03-02 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
The slow spread of the soft smile to a toothy, lustful grin is pure Idia. "Private test server? I'm in."

He leans close, nipping Cater's lower lip with gentle precision before soothing the spot with his tongue. Then he starts tugging his boyfriend toward the hallway leading to the bedroom, grateful they won't have to separate to bother with stairs.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-03-07 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Cater’s not the only one stripping as they go. Idia almost trips while stepping on his heels to pop off his sneakers. One hand fumbles with fasteners until his pants drop from his hips, almost stumbling over those too. So clumsy, but all he cares about is getting Cater naked under him. Clothes left behind like soft stepping stones down the hall, underwear the last at the side of the big, soft bed, and they pull each other down onto the covers while still kissing.

Idia’s hair throws splashes of pink and red light across the sunny glow of the room, golden-white speckles of daytime painting them in kind through the windows and the rustling leaves outside. The fire-haired boy delves deep into his boyfriend’s mouth, hands gripping hips as he grinds his stiff length hungrily into Cater’s thigh. No one’s going to walk in on them, no one will hear them, no one will pull them apart at a non-existent curfew. They’re free here.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-03-09 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
“Like this,” Idia breathes. “Wanna look you in the eyes, kiss you… can get experimental later.” He dives in for another kiss, carefully sucking Cater’s lower lip as he pulls back again. “Can’t get enough of you, Cay.”

The reality that they’re alone together for weeks has him reeling with joy. He wants to hear Cater moan without restraint, watch his eyes fog over in pleasure. They’ve been through so much and this is their reward. They can leave hickeys in obvious places, they can be loud or move around this space naked, they can spend any moments they want in each other’s arms, making love or simply cuddling, without fear of being caught. Even when they get to STYX now, they’ll be together.

It’s the start of a new chapter for both of them. Looking down at Cater’s sun-dappled body, Idia could almost cry in relief. But instead he mouths at Cater’s jaw, moving down his neck as he rocks against his boyfriend.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-03-12 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
Idia groans, hips jerking as Cater grips him. He can’t move too far down his boyfriend’s body like this, but it doesn’t matter. His lips and tongue soothe the places his teeth gently nip. He traces the contours of jawline and Adam’s apple, lingers over the thrumming of the pulse at Cater’s neck.

That desperate plea, though… it makes Idia crave more. He remembers something that feels like it happened a lifetime ago, when he was scared of these new adventures. It’s almost instinct that has him gently pry Cater’s fingers away so he can press their lengths together, taking them both in his own hand to stroke slowly. Cater’s flesh against his is so hot it makes him dizzy, Idia burying his face in his boyfriend’s hair to muffle a whine.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-03-22 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
If not for Idia's mouth drifting through copper hair to the helix of Cater's ear, teeth and tongue teasing there, he might echo the sentiment. But instead of words he lets touch speak for him. Along Cater's ear, the curve of his jaw, down his neck to the perfect spot over his collarbone, and there he sucks a red mark into bloom. They can leave those now with no one to see them. It's wonderful to stop holding back. He squeezes and strokes, their heartbeats synchronizing so the pulse in his grip matches perfectly from both sides. He wants their bodies to simmer, not boil over, this isn't the time for them to fumble their way to a too-quick release.

So to that end, Idia doesn't linger, though he knows Cater feels as bereft as he does once he lets go to grab the lube instead. Sitting up so he can gaze down at his boyfriend sprawled in the sheets, he slicks his fingers and rubs them together to warm the gel. There's no hiding the soft, fond smile on his lips, his flames pooling pink and warm down his back and onto the bed.

"My Legendary SSR... my Player 2." His fingers stroke between Cater's legs, slow and with barely any pressure. "All mine. I'm so selfish, but I don't care." A fingertip barely pushes in and pulls back, teasing. "I want you so much." Another press, like a slow push of a controller button. "I love you, Cay."
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-04-18 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
Idia’s smile takes on the slightest hints of shyness at the praise, but where he would’ve protested before he only blushes more and finally sinks his finger into Cater. He starts moving slowly, barely curling his fingertip and purposefully missing that hot spot inside. Teasing his boyfriend has become one of his favorite things, as much of a thrill as debugging difficult code or the first successful boot-up of a new system. He loves seeing those spring green eyes fog over with desire.

“How do you want me, Cay? Wanna kiss and be sweet, or do you wanna go wild n’ freaky?” He curls his finger again as if beckoning, then one becomes two the next time he pushes in, scissoring. “Eye contact or no? You know it’s good no matter what.”
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-05-02 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Idia wants to tease him. He wants Cater to come undone on his fingers, then again and again with their bodies tangled. He wants to draw this out, when they have all the time in the world at long last.

But the need to be inside his sweet, adorable partner wins out. He's been craving it since their encounter on the train, fanned the flames in the kitchen, and now he can't ignore his body's-- or his heart's-- cries for more. So from the instant his fingers slide free Idia slim weight presses Cater into the bed, hips shifting restlessly as he finds his target. Even as he slowly spreads his boyfriend open around him, his hands guide the ginger boy's legs around his waist. Envelop, entangle, ensnare... Idia groans with his head bowed over Cater as they join, dizzy with the thought that if they were any closer they might actually melt into one. His forehead settles against Cater's, his eyes slitted and dark, a drunken sort of smile on his lips.

"Mine...," he breathes. "All mine, my Cater...."
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-11-07 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Missing out on this kind of bliss is unthinkable now. They’d been so foolish and scared, but they’ve grown together and now they have all this. Idia could cry, he can’t believe how much everything has changed. He almost can’t move yet, overcome by the enormity of making love to Cater without fear of being caught. It’s the start of their lives together.

He kisses Cater until breathing through his nose isn’t enough, breaking away to rain kisses over the ginger’s cheeks, his jaw, his neck and shoulders. Hips roll, the slow push and pull drawing a desperate noise from Idia. He can feel the warmth of sunlight on his back from the window, the golden glow through his pink flames like strawberry lemonade.

“Cay… I’m all yours, Cay….” How can his heart be any more full than it already is? But he can feel the warmth growing, chasing away the cold, until he can almost forget he had ever been lost.
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[personal profile] hikikomortis 2023-12-28 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
There's no denying the warm, aching flutter in Idia's chest at those words. So much love and he feels like he'll burst. Is this really what it's like to live in the light? Is he truly allowed to have this? Again, as he has so many times in the past months, he swears he's dreaming and prays he'll never wake up from it. Even if this joy puts him at risk for the curse burning him, he refuses to give any of it up.

He moves without reservation, knowing that no one will walk in to catch them, no curfew to dodge and no need to restrain any sound. A deep lunge pulls a loud groan from him, hands sliding under Cater's backside to squeeze, hold, lift. Closer, he wants to be closer even if it's physically impossible, his flames brightly wild with pink and red, curls of fire licking at the air in coils almost like looping hearts. Their mouths find each other again, sharing breath, tongues tangling. More, more, more, he's selfish and greedy but it's okay because they both are, for each other.