[ Kalim hears everything Cater has said, but he's undeniably easy to redirect, missing the slight quickness he responded to the question. but what he says opens up new questions, for things Kalim has no clue about.
[Even just thinking about it, he can feel the color drain from his face. He's never felt worse than he had that day, not before and not since. Cater takes a stabilizing breath--he had no idea if Lilia had ever talked about what happened, but he's sure that he just wanted to forget it, too.]
But I'll tell you that I was put in a state where I wasn't in my right mind, and I really, really hurt him. I never want to feel that powerless again, or see someone in so much pain because of me.
[ watching the color drain from his face, Kalim can't help but feel a little guilty for asking. it was obviously miserable for Cater... and maybe Lilia too. Kalim doesn't try to hide the concern on his face.
it's obvious he's listening very intently, and then reaches out to touch his hand ]
I see. I'm sorry for asking.
[ there's a beat as he considers, glancing down as he thinks ]
Hmm, if that's the case, then I'll definitely need to make sure I talk to him sooner... I wouldn't want to someone to leave me alone after something like that.
[That warm feeling of fingers on the back of his hand and Cater's brought back to himself. He takes a deep breath, forces the awful memory away, and smiles. As much as it was the truth, and maybe even a bit of a warning, he still didn't want Kalim to spend his days wondering when something bad might happen.]
You're right--I'm sure that he'll feel better that way, whether he knows it or not. And, anyway, I'm sure whatever's wrong isn't that bad.
[If Lilia could still play games and stomach work, it really couldn't be something that horrible...right?]
[ Kalim nods along cheerfully at Cater's suggestion it might not be that bad. He hopes it isn't. But if it is-- well, he'll just have to remember to not let Lilia be alone. ]
Thanks for talking this over with me, Cater!
[ he reassured him, in multiple ways. just in one hangout. ]
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[ Kalim hears everything Cater has said, but he's undeniably easy to redirect, missing the slight quickness he responded to the question. but what he says opens up new questions, for things Kalim has no clue about.
Something else happened...? ]
What happened then?
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[Even just thinking about it, he can feel the color drain from his face. He's never felt worse than he had that day, not before and not since. Cater takes a stabilizing breath--he had no idea if Lilia had ever talked about what happened, but he's sure that he just wanted to forget it, too.]
But I'll tell you that I was put in a state where I wasn't in my right mind, and I really, really hurt him. I never want to feel that powerless again, or see someone in so much pain because of me.
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it's obvious he's listening very intently, and then reaches out to touch his hand ]
I see. I'm sorry for asking.
[ there's a beat as he considers, glancing down as he thinks ]
Hmm, if that's the case, then I'll definitely need to make sure I talk to him sooner... I wouldn't want to someone to leave me alone after something like that.
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You're right--I'm sure that he'll feel better that way, whether he knows it or not. And, anyway, I'm sure whatever's wrong isn't that bad.
[If Lilia could still play games and stomach work, it really couldn't be something that horrible...right?]
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[ Kalim nods along cheerfully at Cater's suggestion it might not be that bad. He hopes it isn't. But if it is-- well, he'll just have to remember to not let Lilia be alone. ]
Thanks for talking this over with me, Cater!
[ he reassured him, in multiple ways. just in one hangout. ]